Big Brother Craze

Chima’s gotten her HOH room, the houseguests are lingering, the feeds are on the Control Room….

….any minute now, the games will begin…

10:16 And we’re back. Jordan and Jeff are outside, Jordan’s on the elliptical.
Jessie, Chima, Natalie and Russell are still upstairs in the HOH.

Natalie; Jordan doesn’t have the wizard power for sure. She was all she was gonna pack next week just in case - that girl is so innocent
Jeff: Fuck them. Their playing the oh poor us, we’re on the bottom, whatever.
Russell: Kevin is calm..
Jeff: just because he knows he’s in good with Chima, Lydia’s flipping balls. All I know is it sucks. They’ll do whatever they want to do. But your safe you don’t have to worry about it.
Chima: than what if the mystery power is to take my nomiations down.. it would suck, because then I wouldn’t have power
Jessie: that’s why it suck, we don’t feel safe and we’re with you. They can fuck you over still. Then could be whatever. They see exactly who your after.
Chima: the whole freakin other half of the house.

Russell: between me and Ronnie - we never bonded, you all talked, me and him never did.
Jessie We bridged the gap for you.
Chima: I tried to convince you..
Russell: I remember that. I was very convinced he wanted to get rid of me.
Jessie: that aside now we have to go from here. Him going home, they fucking loved it. That’s why it pisses me off so much, that Kevin is continuinly throwing that in our face. He never liked him anyway and now he got what he wanted, he’s close to you and if he has the magic power stick stuck up his ass… we get fucked. Me and her are fucked.
Chima: He wouldn’t put you guys up
Jessie; after you put up Lydia?
Chima: I didn’t say I was putting up Lydia.
Jessie: Whatever. It’s bullshit, it’s something you can’t predict.
Natalie: We don’t know what it is..
Chima: it can’t be the all encompassing thing, fucking everyone over.
Natalie: i think we’re giving too much credit to the power
Jessie: so go with your gut. Like he has to feel content with his actions. you have to feel confident. Our backs are against the wall. I still don’t believe Jordan doesn’t have it. Jeff is telling her what to say.
Chima: Jeff can’t know, or she loses it.
Natalie: and if she does, good. She’ll never use it. It’d be good for them to have it. Jeff might use it, but she wont.
Jessie: Jeff is smart. He was saying why do I need to worry - you guys hate Kevin and Lydia.. it’s not me and Jordan. They’re not drawing any lines.

Chima: you do know that before I won I said I’d put up Russell.
Russell: i’m sure you did. I was in your same shoes the same time last week.
Chima: based on personal reasons.
Russell: as far as strategically, I hope you know I am not coming after you. Ours was a personal issue.. that’s why I apologized
Chima; I’m having a hard time trusting you. I realize it’s personal, I’m just letting you know.
Russell: ON my end, I’m just making sure I can do everything I can. If I go home, I don’t want to sit there and think I left loose ends.
Chima: I understand. The part that upset me the most, the second half..
Russell: I told Julie I aplogized in front of the house, on one on one.. I lost my cool and I admitted it. Its just that I know I did everything I could and I can live with that.

Natalie; I’m just saying, Michele, Kevin and Lydia are coming after all of us.
Jessie: they used this as the biggest opportunity, and they’re gonna pick us off one by one.
Russell: Wait a couple days, people will tell you everything and you’ll think everyone is coming after you.
Natalie; Lydia’s gonna cry tonight.
Russell: she was there, you know.. if she hadn’t been she could have said everything, but she knows what was said.

Russell: and I’ll tell you again - I told Jessie before we went out there, that I had an apology ready.

Control room.

Jessie: everyone knows what they’ve said stuff about people, and this I can’t remember, I don’t recall.. that’s what he’s doing to you… that’s their window when we’re talking and they’re running through the meadows skippity do da.. that’s why he said our names…

Russell: Keep your targets in mind, before you listen to the stories.. and stick to it.
Natalie: Strategically for next week, you’d be shooting yourself in the foot.

Here comes Kevin… his ears must be ringing..
control room -he’s talking about seeing the medic… he had an allergic reactoin to something - likely in the have not room.

Jessie: when you don’t get chicken pox as a kid, you get measles as an adult.
–Lessa: uh. yeah, I’m not even gonna say anything.

Kevin: I would never make that decision, it would be them saying peace out to me. And you know, I had to get it out of my system, when it was douchebag casey.. you know, and now..
Chima: He saying that he’s not gonna keep bagging on Ronnie
Jessie: We just felt like you smacked us in the face..
KEvin: it wasn’t intended

Kevin: this thing for Lydia… I mean, I don’t know what’s going on with the three of you
Natalie: what between us?
Kevin: SHe has to compete for his attention it seems like
Natalie; Why would she have too.
Kevin: I don’t know. I’m just saying, I listen to Lydia, and offer her some good gay advice. That’s all. So try to separate me from her.. I keep you guys separate, so do the sme for me.
Jessie: You know what she told me?
Kevin: When?
Jessie; You know. that’s why she kept calling yo? I’m not gonna say it in front of everyone
Kevin: I don’t know what you’re talking about
Jessie: in the green room…

Control room.
Back

Natalie: It wasn’t a co-hoh. Otherwise Lydia would have been up.
Kevin: it was a mistatement, I apologize. I mean I sense there is something between me and Jessie, but not between me and you, natalie. I can separate the both. And the makeover comment wasn’t malicious..
Natalie; Oh I harbor a little about that. But I’m just gonna give you shit about it for a while.

Jessie; Why do you suppose there’s something between me and you?
Kevin: I’m not a good competitor or strategist, but I have a good instinct.. there’s a gay gift - like with a girl, you cna tell when something’s wrong
Jessie: but you can’t with guys?
Kevin: it’s harder with guys
Jessie: So you want only girls in the house
Kevin: no.. I just sense there’s something off there, that’s all I’m saying. It hasn’t always been like this, little jabs and rebuttle..
Natalie: so do you have a problem with him and if so what is it?
Jessie: If I did, I would have put him up. I proved it.
Kevin: Don’t wait for me to get an hoh to prove it to you
Jessie: how else can you prove it to me? Where do I benefit in this thing where you have a better rapore with girls..
Kevin: No, I just want you to tell me wht’s wrong… I don’t know why you’re on the defensive, Jessie…
Natalie: and when are you going to show him…
Jessie: you said your stronger point would be your intuition..

Control room.
Kevin: with females I say what’s wrong - and I’m doing the same thing with you. So.. I’m trying the same tactics - just put it on the table, if we talk about it it will make sense. I just can’t put my finger on it on my end, but definitely something is askew - am I crazy? Or.. I mean it’s awkward…
Natalie: i think things are so tense, that we just need to refocus..
Jessie: What i’m saying is I’ve stuck to the plan the whole time.
Kevin: and how have I deviated form the plan?
Jessie when push came to shove, people were different and it shows who’s going off of convenience for a week
Kevin: You have no power, so why would I open up to you?
Jessie: i’m out. perfect answer.
Natalie: so you’re only going to open up to him when he’s got power?
Kevin: that’s not what I just said at all! I’m opening up now to him!
Natalie: he took it that you’d only be on his side as hoh.
Chima: I said already that it was obvious that Jessie was making jabs.
Natalie; You were making jabs at him, saying you were glad that Ronnie’s gone..
Chima: you know? I think he’s still mad at the chess game shit.
Natalie: yout wo need to talk.
Chima: it should be squashed.
Natalie; you two need to talk on your own
Kevin: I feel like I’m being sabotaged - he’s gonna turn it agianst me. he’s looking for me to say something he can make it seem like it’s horrible.
Natalie; you and him have your thing -
Chima: I see that you were making the effort now..
Natalie: He took it the opposite
Chima: he left because we weren’t on his band wagon. He had a problem with kevin before.
Natalie: We’re not in it -
Kevin: I treat you separately, I ask that you do the same for me.
Natalie: my beef with Lydia is with her and not you. I feel like you automatically have a beef with me because of it
Kevin: no - the only time there was any beef was when Jessie was coming after me and I was like that sucks.
Natalie; cool
Kevin: I’ll try to talk to Jessie one on one - but keep in mind I’m not coming after him, I’m just trying to understand. I’m afraid he won’t understand… Thank you for saying that, CHima.
Chima: I won’t put you up. And I’m not just saying that like some people would I mean it.

Natalie and Kevin leave - Russell and Chima alone in HOH…

Chima: Why you still here. I don’t want you to apologize me again.
Russell: I’m not trying to say I’m gonna do it 10 times today 10 times.. I just trying to let you know I’m sincere. I feel like everyone makes a mistake, it’s not acceptable, I just owned up to it right away. I knew when I fucked up. take it for that, head of the moment.. I shouldn’t have gone there.
Chima: it wouldn’t have happened if you didn’t lock the door…

Chima: it’s not about the apology, it just doesn’t negate it. I realize if I put you up, it’s for personal reasons. If I don’t put you up, how do we know you’re really on our side. I know you didn’t last week - then you made a deal with jeff and Jordan..
Russell: that was before HOH, I kept my word.
Chima; my consern is you go where the power lies..
Russell: if I was doing that - why didn’t go against you, voted for Casey, for Laura.. I followed the plan. I made the deal for one week because I said it.. that’s it.
Chima; you have blatently lied…
Russell: i gave my word that I didn’t put them u and I kept my word
Chima; your word is only good when it’s good for you… there’s other lies, you know.. things I’ve told you that I hear from other people..
Russell: that’s me and you being angry with each other..
Chima: I was just venting - I never once said I’m putting yup CHima. I was hurt wondering why you wanted to back door me…

Lather rinse repeat -
11:18 - Kevin and Jessie are in the Green room..

Kevin: I’m not Jealous of your relationship with Lydia.
Jessie; you didn’t say that I was using her..
Kevin: I may have said in the game..
Jessie: that’s it. Ok.
Kevin: WHen I talk to Lydia, it’s usually when she’s hurting… I only hear it from her.
JEssie; the whole thing with Michele, what pisses me off is I never ever said your name. You wanted to give me an enemy. I know I never said your name, and when you found out I did - which goes agaisnt everything I said to you.. That you’d utter that and think I would..
Kevin: You never told Lydia you’d nominate me?
Jessie: over who?
Kevin: She said
Jessie: that’s Lydia. I mean I can see that. It’s your best friend..
Kevin: and there’s this weirdness… That’s why I’m asking if you can separate us too..
Jessie: I understand that now, I really do. If Natalie was in here telling you shit then me shit, I’d be somoen’s lying, and obviously your gonna take her side.
Kevin: nononono
Jessie: I know that I never uttered your name, ever. And if she says so.. I felt we were good, and then I felt like you were making jabs against me about Ronnie..
Kevin: I really do not intentionally tried to jab someone - rarely…
Jessie: the first time you stuck up to me I was like holy shit..
Kevin: I wasn’t even thinking let me stick up for Jessie - it was right and wrong. I don’t think like that….
Jessie: i understand your rational, but other people were lik.. you went from down here, to way up here.
Kevin: if small gestures can bring me up, then small ones can bring me down again.
Jessie: when I asked you and you didn’t give me a straight answer.. because of her!
Kevin: no..
Jessie: ecause of Michele you thought I was coming after you.
Kevin: I know Ronnie’s your friend, but I think there was something there. Michele said she talked to Ronnie.
Jessie: then that’s personal. I’ve done nothig to you and I’d like to hope that’s it. I’ve proved myself to you. Everything’s geting disconjumbled…

Control room.. pick a feed any feed… CHima/Russell going at it on 3 and 4, Jessie/Kevin on 1 and 2…

HOH Room:
Russell: otherwise I would have shut you out, and I was like she really is being my friend… and we were still getting close
Chima: and vice versa..

Control room…

Russell: I can see where you’re coming from, but I have to protect myself. In the back of my mind I keep thinking ‘m being screwed, that’s why I did continue to open up because I made the decision to open up.
Chima: I don’t want to be that girl… what about all these final two deals..
Russell: who wasn’t in the first two weeks?
Chima: I wasn’t…
Russell: everyone else was. but you have to look at what I’ve done
Chima: i know that actions speak louder than words.. but its hard to believe… it’s just hard for me to believe you…
Russell: I never once gave any inclination that you guys weren’t part of the team.
Chima: It’s because we knew Jeff Jordan weren’t going up and at the time we wanted them
Russell: i was genuinely excited…
Chima: we were upset about Ronnie going up
Russell: I knew you were gonna vote for him, I could understand that and I’m not holding it against you. I had personal reasons to get rid of Ronnie.
Chima: Ronnie said often that a lot of lies he told - but he was going home for something he didn’t say.
Russell: that’s bullshit.
Chima: he said he swore to god..
Russell: I don’t swear to god, I’m catholic, I do’t push it on anyone don’t push it on me, you know, especially when I have an aunt who’s a nun and an uncle that’s a priest…
Chima: i understand that. What I’m saying is that Ronnie and my gut tells me he was telling the truth, the stuff yous aid wsa said was never said.
Russell: I asked Ronnie did you say anything about me, he said no. I asked him twice, and he said no.
Chima: he says it was never said.
Russell: I know exactly what I heard. I cornered him about what he said about me, because I knew what I heard - if he lied, I’d know. He flat out denied it. Then again. Then he swore, so I was like no.
Chima: ok.
Russell: I think a lot of things you have heard.. might not be influenced by other people. Michele made me look like a liar, and I’m not a liar. It was my word against hers… It really sucks, because she ruined the trust between us that’s why I was so pissed. Stop lying, stop making me look like that, and now she’s sitting back and laughing.. that sucks.

Russell: no one knows I was in a wheelchair, no one knows - I don’t like to tell people, because I don’t like to open up. That’s me. I hate it. It’s awkward. I hate feeling vunerable. I do everything on my own. That’s how I was raised. No one can relate to me, no one does. When people open up quickly, it doesn’t make sense to me.
Chima: I realize people have to lie for gameplay, I felt like you were lying personally. And you know, it didn’t come across like you were just angry, but that you really felt that.
Russell: no..

(we keep getting control room - flipping to Kevin/Jessie to see why..)

Jessie; this has all gotten wrapped up in being something personal, and when it got back to you and then to me we ended up enemies for no reason and it was like a slap in the face to me… I felt you were coming after me, then I would come after you. if you need to hear from my mouth every single day that I got you, I will!
Kevin: No.. I think we need tocheck in..
Jessie: I don’t expect you to vote for me if I’m up against her by any means.. just why would we put a wedge in between something so pure..
kevin: I think it was a situation that got out of hand..
Jessie: something little, that grew out of hand..
Kevin: i’m not the best communicator, the best tact, the best social thing, so just let me know.
Jessie: You know, I didn’t want to go into it in front of everyone.
Kevin: Just know, I consider Lydia a very emotional person… you are more stable…
Jessie: that’s like me saying you… don’t think I’m a pyschologist..
Kevin: This one is so out of my control, you know? I said it’s out of my gay skill set… just know that she could easily fall for you - you smile or something, I don’t know… and it starts a cycle.. I don’t want to get o the low low again.. I don’t want to lose someone in the game.
Jessie: I know, and I promise you that me talking to you as somoene outside the game - just see it as it being completely personal. Like you took it as this motherfucker… and if it hadn’t happened, you would’t have ever doubted me. It was that one person, that’s it.
Kevin: but it was the one person that I
Jessie: exactly. I’m not coming after Lydia now, either. That’s it man - I’m just not gonna talk to you about that shit up there.. but at the time it kept steamrolling down the wrong path, and I was just getting flustered and I’m done, and now I’ve told you what was really wrong.
Kevin: that really really helps. I just want to know what was really wrong.
Jessie: And wiht Ronnie gone, and the Michele shit, wouldn’t have been an issue either.. we have nothing between us. I see it now, I promise you. I knwo who’s still lying, who’s still fucking with me. I thought it was you too - but that’s obsolete. It is. You can take it for the same worth I gave you week one when I showed you, and when I was pushing for Laura to get out, and for Casey.. and the cliques are gone and his fucking you guys was fucking me too…
Kevin: I’m not holding his being gone against you either.
Jessie; it was obviously game. I’d never come to you and say screw lydia.
Kevin: I made commitments to very few people… not Jeff, Jordan, ny of thos people. I’ve never even said final two with anyone
Jessie: me either - you have to get there for it to matter. I haven’t done that with anyone. I mean when did this come apart…
Kevin: it’s a great experience for me by the way, I rarely interact with straight people - just keep in mind, come to me if I’m not communicating well.. so I can stop it and fix it.
Jessie; people are people across the board.

Meanwhile - upstairs, Russell and Chima shared a hug… they’re still talking though - but there’s at least cordial and laughing.

Kevin: It was just like, my talks with Lydia were, she wanted to quit, and then she wanted to do something worse, and I was like why were you cute and cuddly the next day? I thought that she was taking it to you and squashing it..
Jessie: she never told me anything. I dind’t kow about it.
Kevin: I was like, you know, if he’s abusive..
Jessie; it wasn’t even that,
Kevin: I know..
Jessie: if it was like that they would have ejected me..
Kevin: It’s like I’m not stupid, I can figure it out - because she’d wrestle again, and if that’s what happened last time.. you know?
Jessie: it means a lot to me that you’re giving me the chance of at least understanding it’s not me..
Kevin: I’ll still be there for her..
Jessie: i know, I understand that… and I tell you that everytime she came to me, it wasn’t every tht she was mad. The only thing that would piss her off was telling her to talk to natalie. That would piss her off. But there are still people that aren’t in our five, just trying to get by… they’re still so many liars here, we don’t even need to think about coming after each other.
Kevin: I think of them as bad people. They’re stil here.
Jessie; and that’s game. So if you can help me show Lydia, the common goal, the common enemies, to have her see it our way… the game way.
Kevin: the better option..
Jessie: as opposed to us self destructing…
Kevin: I’ve been an advocate of that from the very beginning..
Jessie: I promise you man, that’s it. If you can think of a way - I’m in the dark - how we can explain..
Kevin: get back on a stable relationship..
Jessie: Natalie won’t have it. Because Natalie is so hell bent that if she wins HOH she’s fucked.
Kevin: some days she’s screw natalie, sometimes she’s not.

12:09
Jeff/Jordan cuteness at the pool table. Talking about who they’ll keep in touch with after the show, then it flashes back up to the HOH room…

Russell: Not all men are like Kevin and can talk very open and express their feelings. I couldn’t do what he did earlier. Come in here and talk like he did. That’s why I didn’t jump in at all while that way going on. I give him props for that. He was attacked, and it sucked.
Chima: He was attacked in here.
Russell: And that sucked. I was watching and I’m like dude.
Chima: And I feel like Jessie feels betrayed because I didn’t take his side.
Russell: WEll, he’s mad at me, too because like when you broke it up, I said Thank you and said, I’m with Chima on this one. And when he walked out I could tell he was mad at me.
Chima: I don’t understand why Jessie did that.
Russell: Me neither. I’m cool with Kevin.

Kevin: Even when Ronnie was coming after me, I never interpreted it as fuck you chima, fuck you Jessie, fuck you natalie. Just having conversations is fine.. I think, I mean
Jessie: Natalie is a completely different personality.
Kevin: your screwed.
Jessie: I appreciate being able to talk to you and having you know my side. And I would expect you to express your side too.
Kevin: and I look at things differnetly now, doesn’t mean the perspective is wrong, but I can interpret it differentl
Jessie: just take it, and acknowledge it.
Kevin: the one thing that, I didn’t do, is take your thing between you and LYdia, it was between you all, and project it on anyone else.
Jessie: for me, the only leg I had to stand on, when I was coming to you I was like why are you trying to fuck me when I proved it to you
Kevin: I know, that’s why I wanted to win HOH…

(Lather rinse repeat)

Outside - it’s Natalie, Jeff playing pool, as Michele/Jordan watch.

Jessie: man this magic wand motherfucker - man when they said that thing tonight, and they said stand up, my heart was pounding!
Kevin: you! Ronnie told me he had the fucking thing!

Jessie: as much as your protecting Lydia, I am too. You only have one person you’re getting grouped up with - I have Russell and Natalie and their like rararararara and I’m like I’m gonna go up - guilty by association. At least you know. You said it best - there’s no reason for the 5 to waver.

They break it up at last.

OUtside Natalie’s telling everyone to make a deal with her “If you have the power don’t use it on me, good or bad, and I’ll do the same! Deal?”

All four feeds leave the fun to go to Jessie/Lydia in the green room.

Jessie: i’m gonna get in trouble for talking to you.
Lydia: I dont’ have any reason to fight with her. I dunno.
Jessie: I wish she was understanding as you are when like, Kevin talks to her…

Jessie: you were mad because we voted you out?
Lydia; no, it was like three, and I was all wow. that was obvious! So, you should enjoy this week with me, because I won’t be here next week… all of us girls aside from natalie are ready to go up…

They talk about the whole ‘ho comment. Natalie comes in…

Natalie; come hang out outside, everybodies outside. Don’t be anti social..
Jessie: ok. Come on..
Lydia: I don’t move when an 18 year old tells me too.
Jessie: oooooh come on… someone use the mystery power on me, I’m fucked!
Lydia: everyday you have a choice…

Lydia/Michele
Lydia; do you think he has it?
Michele: I think Jeff has it. If i was a superfan, I’d vote for Jeff because he’s hot
Lydia: he’s hot and has all these little zingers and is the underdog..
Michele: umhm!

12:38
Lydia goes out, and tastes grapefruit that Jordan is eating.. she says it’s super sour. On the patio - Jordan/Kevin/Lydia… now Michele…

Kevin: What happened to your speech, OMG Vote for me..

General chitchat.

Kevin/Lydia
Kevin: I talked to chima, and then there as some weirdness happening with jessie.. and it ended up with Jessie storming out. I said it was like weird he’d been jabbing at me. I feel if I talk in front of people words can’t be put in my mouth, then he stormed off… but ultimately it was great - we squashed everything.. And I told natalie the beef I have with Jessie, I don’t have with you.
Lydia: but Natalie wants the beef with me and her to be me and Jessie too
Kevin: he’s really screwed.
Lydia; it bothers him that he can’t come and talk to me
Kevin: i told him that you can’t avoid that…

Kevin: here’s what I think you should do - sit down with her and say whatever beef we have it’s between us, lets keep Kevin and Jessie out of it, everyone out of it.
Lydia: I like that. I need someone there on my side.. so they can’t..
Kevin: oh, you think Chima was on her side? She as in the middle betwen me and Jessie
Lydia; she’s all about natalie.
Kevin: she seemed neutral with me..
Lydia; She’s not putting you up, she likes you.
Kevin: I can be there I guess with Chima. but your speaking.
Lydia: yeah yeah yeah…

Lydia: i think CHima’s gonna go to bed soon..
Kevin: You need to talk to her. I know you don’t want too..
Lydia; she called me a whore and tried to vote me out..

12:51
All four feeds flash to the Posh room, with Michele/Chima.

Michele: at the time I just felt like you guys were setting me up.
Chima: I know you don’t feel comfortable telling me what he said, but I’d ike to know.
Michele: The walls have ears.

Speculation about the power again… generalities.

1:00 - control room.
1:10 - still control room.

1:26 - we’re back, and Michele, Natalie, Chima in the HOH room.
Bitching about the generic lotion they have, general chitchat about Chima’s family, job corp, etc.

1:48 - Patio, Lydia, Jessie, Jordan, Talking general banter, sexual orientation, fun conversation, so of course, we’re flipped to Russell/Kevin in the Posh room. They’re talking gay lifestyle.

Kevin: We’re actually the norm. We stay at home, rent movies…

They chat a bit about people making comments to Kevin and his Boyfriend as they walk down the mall holding hands - Kevin doesn’t respond to them because that’s what they want.. Russell says he’s the type to say somthing, it takes more resolve to walk away.

Russell: I respect that about you - that you don’t fly off the handle, run into defend yourself.
Kevin: Do you have a short temper?
Russell: I have a short fuse, yeah..
Kevin: You know what sets me off? Someone talking down to me. That’s why Ronnie got under my skin so much, because he’d do that all the time.
Russell: I’d agree with you there. I felt like that with Casey sometimes.
Kevin: Yes.

Control room.

Patio - Jordan, Lydia, Jessie
The talk is Ronnie.
Jordan: he loved you!
Jessie: he gave me more credit then I deserved.
Lydia;I wish I could have been in that room that night
Jordan: I was like Tell me why I should vote for you…
Lydia: and what were you doing in between all that?
Jordan: He’d just keep talk and talk and talk and I was like what the hell so I started to kiss jeff cuz I’d never kissed him like that before? And he’d stop so I’d ask another question, and he’d be off and we’d keep kissing, we weren’t even listening.
Jessie: who’d he say was gonna win?
Jordan: he was like chima, you’d get close but not win.. russell had a possibility… then he’d be all if you keep me in here…
Lydia: there was such a gay mannerism around him… did he make you a clay statue… mine was a bumble bee.
Jordan: wow we didn’t get anything.
Jeff: I didn’t get nothing from the fucker..
JOrdan: We don’t even talk to him and he was like I WANT THEM GONE! and then Russell would be all eat shit and die and ronnie was all i want to be your friend…
Jessie: i never believed they had something..
Jordan: they DID..
Jessie: i never saw any of this..
Lydia; you were always sleeping.
Jordan: I bet he was like well Julie! I mean the way he talks
Jessie: his stories were the best! It wasn’t the story it was the delivery…

Jordan: he sure didn’t like Michele.
Jessie: I think he filtered all his rage of leaving into Michele
Jordan: I was so pissed off last night.

They’re talking random stuff.. then Jessie says he didn’t understand Casey’s “Smediem” comment in his speech. Oh Jessie - it’s because you did the POV in Kevin’s clothing. It’s not that hard to figure out…

The HOH chatfest has broken up, Chima’s gathering her toiletries and such. Jeff look like he’s about to break out the sexy glasses..

And control room.

Jeff/Jordan and Michele head to bed in the pool room - after telling JOrdan to be sure to talk to CHima about the way she answered Julies question, make sure Chima wasn’t offended by her saying it was entertaining. General conversation…

Meanwhile in HOH… Natalie/Chima/Jessie

Chima is still not sure that she believes Russell, and that he follows the power. If she puts him up, she wants him to go home. Natalie keeps trying to deflect the attention to someone else… but Chima’s not biting. She knows he’ll go with the power and even Michele said on the show tonight that the house is divided.. If they win next week, Russell will go with them and then their screwed. She doesn’t think anyone else has the balls to put him up either.

Jessie; ultimately, you need to do what you think is right for you, Chima. You’re the one who has to live with it.

They bring up Michele’s divided comment again, and Natalie’s all over it
Natalie; i wanted to call her out on that shit - really? How’s the house divided Michele…

Control room - then..
Jessie: It was Lydia! We sat down there and talked about everything. It was all personal shit. I talk to Lydia, and Natalie doesn’t talk to me for the rest of the day.. SHe’s making one enemy, Lydia. I’m making two - Lydia AND kevin.
Natalie: she makes shit up anyway!
Chima: i’m tired, I don’t want to get into this are you and Kevin cool
Jessie; yeah. I think. But they might keep him in..
Chima: I don’t think so.
Jessie: if he comes off - then he’s on their side coming after you
Chima: you do realize that he’s going to come after you.
Jessie: Jeff is gonna think he owes him.
Natalie: Will jeff and jordan’s vote matter?
Jessie: then Kevin and Lydia..
Chima: Kevin and Lydia are not gonna keep Russell..
Jessie; but if someone uses the power and puts me up against him!
Natalie: we can’t worry about the power!

Chima: He lies, makes up stories, everyone knows it, and hes a fierce competitor who wins lots of shit… and he doesn’t like you guys!

natalie counts up the votes for Russell.
Chima: I’m not keeping Russell around because he’s a bigger target than me. He had me fooled for five minutes up here. Im’ not completely decided but I’m really adament about him going home. You say we’d have four, but we’d only have three and always worried about the fourth!
Jessie: if that’s what your seriously.. like you said, you had this plan before, so nothing should change, it’ll go full circle. The things you think before you had the power, that’s the best way to do it. That’s why I had no regrets the two I had up before.

Chima; if Jeff and Jordan don’t come up - I might put them up
Jessie: they won’t.
Chima: why don’t they try?
Jessie: Jeff knows that they’re at the bottom of the alliance so what’s the point
Chima: so they think they’re going up regardless?
Jessie: yeah.

Back to the power..

Chima: russell doesn’t have it. you better believe he wouldn’t have been up here kissing my ass.

And back to Natalie telling Jessie not to take to Lydia.
Chima: So you want to be able to talk to Lydia without Natalie.
Natalie; what good is talking to Lydia going to do?! Lydia feeds him lies, she tells Kevin your saying shit that your not saying..
Jessie: and I’m talking to Kevin.. I was getting fucked by him too - he’s doing nothing but badmouthing…
Natalie: when you were talking to Lydia…
Chima: when your nice to LYdia, she’s nice to you.
Jessie: I talk to her, and then I get shit from you for three hours…
Chima: He’s not your man. So you can’t stop him anyway
Natalie: do what you want to do to win the game.
Chima: you’re not listening. Saying that is not telling him it’s ok.
Natalie: it’s not about you just talking to lydia, it’s not jealousy, LYdia talks shit about you whether you are talking to her or not, she’s still gonna come after me, what’s the point of talking to her…
Jessie: Kevin’s coming after me…
Natalie; fine. talk to her, Jessie. Talk to Lydia.

They talk about the triggering, and Jessie’s talk to Kevin..
Natalie; the crazy bitch just needs to go home. Talk to her and the minute she puts me on the block, whatever.
Jessie: give me another ultimatum. I’ve gone above and beyond trying to kep a smile on your face.
Natalie: talk to Lydia. Talk to her
Jessie: waht ever. I’m out.
Natalie; you know she’s down there. Wide awake. You can come hug me if you want. Go talk to her and when she puts me on the block, and fucks me, I’m gonna blame it on you. If chima put you on the block, you’d blame me and says it’s my friend. So when Lydia fucks me, i’m blaming it on you. That’s fine. Talk to her, I’m not gonna get upset it won’t change anything. The minute she screws me over, it’ll change. That’s fine. Go hang out with her, talk to her. Just know she’s gonna screw me. It’s gonna happen. You know she’s gonna put me up.
–Lessa: NATALIE! Maybe you missed the point of the BB GAME… what a jealous petty bitch.

Jessie: so. If she puts you up and I haven’t talked to her.
Natalie: I won’t be mad at you.
Jessie: I talk to her and you go up
Natalie: I’ll be mad. Why you want to talk to a psychotic bitch? Why you want to take the chance with her? Why you talk to her if you think she’s gonna put you up?
Jessie: seriously like.. whatever.

Jessie; thing is you’d put her up just as fast.
Natalie; Talk to her and do what you need to do in this game. Do what you gotta do.
Jessie: I haven’t… whatever. I’m not trying to fuck you over.
Natalie: I know. I wouldn’t want you to do anything to fuck your game so go talk to her and do what you need to do. Who do I talk to that I know is gonna fuck you? She’ll lie to you, so you won’t find out what she’s thinking. Talk to her, sleep with her, whatever you need to do.
Jessie: Whatever.
(leaves)
–Lessa: ….wow. Jealous much?

3:29 - Jessie heads downstairs to get ready for bed. The slumber party continues in the pool room. And with that - I’m out. Catch ya on the flip side!
LYdia, by the way - scared JEff when he came out of the shower, and Lydia, Michele, Jeff and Jordan are having a slumber party with much giggling.